I'm not perfect, I'm human. I feel things, too, so don't judge me when I hurt a little or a lot. There are also things I do for reasons you may not know. I try reaching out, but it seems i come short handed of words to strike your heart. But, I am not a person who will stop trying to reach out. Although, I might be wrong to try to reach out because I am not alone in the fault that has been made.
When a relationship starts to feel insane inside and out, you don't ignore the things that make it difficult. Problems won't go away if you run away. I know you know that, but I don't know why caring is something that could be next to sin.
When a girl wants to know where a guy is, we are not trying to pry. We are not trying to tell you that you shouldn't be there. At least, that is for me. Some girls do like to try to take over the things some guys do. Trust will always be an issue. But some girls are different.
For me, all I want is for you to tell me where you are because I am not always by your side. If something happens even if I'm not by your side, at least I could do something. If you want to know why I got mad at you for talking to your friend on the phone, well it's not because she's a girl. You said it was your friend. Obviously, I know you have friends, but be more specific if you're not trying to hide anything. I hate secrets and secrecy is what brings some relationships down.
Communication is also vital. How do I know how you're feeling if you don't tell me? I guess I took a wrong turn when I tried ignoring what's happening in front of me.
It seems you don't want me to try to care. You want me to back off. If I can't know what you're doing sometimes or most of the time, then you don't want me here. I don't want someone who doesn't want me to care about my love.
I hope you try to understand how girls feel sometimes. I know that you don't know what it's like to get periods, but it's seriously not an excuse for us sometimes.
